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| Monday, May 12th, 2008 | | 9:05 pm |
for LD
Leave a comment and I will: a) tell you why I friended you, b) associate you with something - fandom, a song, a color, a photo, etc., c) tell you something I like about you, d) tell you a memory I have of you, e) ask something I've always wanted to know about you, f) tell you my favorite user pic of yours, g) in return, you must post this in your LJ. | | Sunday, February 17th, 2008 | | 10:00 pm |
Stupid work and stupid bosses
So I am going to rant again, since I just got done ranting at poor Bri about all of this. So for those of you who do not know I work at Borders books, well I work for Seattle's Best Coffee at Borders Books. Confusing and all but anyway I am a supervisor. So I talked to my boss today because the plan is for me to hire someone new so they can move one of my people to the book side, which does happen so that part is no big deal. Plus the girl they are moving is a bitch so it will be nice to be rid of her. Anyway the big deal to me is that people on the floor are not getting their hours as it is so why move another person out there? I work on the floor partly too and I am not getting my hours, but that is not what I was mad about. I was mad because our best people are not even get 20 hours a fucking week and they want to put another person out there so the hours get even more thin? This lady is an idiot first off and it is going to take hours to train her, guess what more hours spent on her and not on people who deserve them. People who have been around longer! And their argument is that she has been a good employee and we said we would move her eventually. Fine take her thats cool, just do it when you have the hours instead of fucking over your good workers! OH AND TO TOP THE FUCKING CAKE! When I mentioned all of this my boss assumed I was going to bat for Bri and that she is not getting enough hours (Bri works at Borders on the flood) That just PISSED me off, so I went from talking calmly to telling that was fucking stupid and that I did not apperciate that assumption. So my logic is wait to move that person until there are hours there without removing hours from people who are already low... but I was ignored. I was told it was going to be done anyway. So stupid. This is because the people who are short on hours are young like me and the lady they are moving is old like the upper management. Just bullshit. My superstars that do both floor and cafe are going to have to look for other jobs to make the money they need all to satisfy one person who I would rather just fire! Stupid stupid stupid! And when I go to bat for the little guys they assume it was over Bri ( who has the ammount of hours she wants so why would I argue? Not to mention she is a big girl and can yell for herself at management GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR) | | Tuesday, June 27th, 2006 | | 2:24 pm |
Life is well... atleast I live it
So life is going okay, things are a little strange. After I moved out I started to lose more weight because Carrie and I never really cooked or ate anything beside IHOP. When Bri and I started dating then I started to eat more and get to a normal weight, now that I work at fast food I gained more and I feel like I look bad, but no matter what I think Bri looks at me with the same loving look and still tells me just how beautiful I am every morning and every night. I know that she doesn't lie to me ever, it is just strange to hear when I see something different in the mirror. It is strange to get attention dancing and just out and about, good attention from people when I feel like I shouldn't be getting it. I think even if I did it would bug me slightly. There is only one person I want to look at me like that and she still does, so why is my weight bothering me? Probably because I feel stupid for not being able to control it. I have started to excercise more and do laps with Bri in the pool and sit ups which I love. She is so supportive of me, yet I still find myself nit picking the poor wonderful women who loves me and is only trying to help. I'm sorry love... In other news things are still wonderful as ever with Bri and I, she is the best thing to ever happen to me. I love her with all my heart. We are getting another apartment together in september but we are not sure where yet. Stupid apartment searching, its not fun! Atleast I now know what to look for as does she. We know what we want and wont go any where that doesn't atleast have half of what we want. We have hampsters now. Three of them, got them months ago I just haven't updated in forever. First there is Aryan, Bri's baby, Zena, my baby, and then Ashes our child, but I swear she loves Bri more. I am also done with my first year of college and I am taking the summer off. So my first day off was actually today, it has been rather nice. Work is going well I just got my six month review and got 100% so I take it they like me. I have some troubles with the staff because of my age and because I am the messanger and well they love to take aim at me. Well I should go, I want to go cuddle up. Take care all and yes I do live!! Impressive isnt it?? | | Sunday, March 26th, 2006 | | 3:14 am |
I AM AN AUNT!!!!
lol you all already knew I was going to be but Brielle was born March 25th, 2006 at 5:14 pm. On Tims birthday almost a full 12 hours after he was born. Anyway she is really cute and has a head full of hair. I'll post a pic when I get one to post. ^.^ anyway! Besides that life is good. I love Bri everything is going so well. She is my everything as most of you know. School is over for the moment, Well for a week. Then I start up with new classes. I am off take care everyone!! | | Sunday, March 12th, 2006 | | 8:27 am |
Reality sucks doesnt it?
So... the truth hurts. Its nice to know it for once. Now I have no reason not to hate. No reason to feel bad because more wrong has been done to me then I have done. Yes... lets all act like we are just so perfect, keep things so secret so we dont hurt our friends, and then do it all over again and keep more and more inside and lie over and over again. Lets cover it all up. Lets fuck around with a friends, correction, best friends, ex over and over again, once while they are together, and plenty of times after they break up again. Yes lets not feel guilty and pretend that we love that friend. Yes because that is the fuckin honest truth. Nice to know I finally know what happened. And I didnt have to get the other one drunk to get the rest of it either. Impressive. Once was enough to kill me, let alone multiple times. | | Sunday, March 5th, 2006 | | 5:52 am |
If you woke up and I was in bed with you, what would be your first thought? (Now post this in your LJ and find out what mine would be) | | Thursday, September 1st, 2005 | | 10:05 am |
This will be my last up date for awhile while we get everything moved in and settled and what not. I am not sure when we are getting the net, tis supposed to be upsd to us. So hopefully by monday we will have it and I will be back. Other than that I will be in and our of my parents this weekend finishing moving everything. If you need our phone number call my cell. If you dont have my cell number... well. Call Carrie lol. But I am off i need to shower and finish packing, have to be at Northpointe by 12:00. | | Tuesday, August 30th, 2005 | | 9:47 pm |
Lets just say... life is good. And thank you Carrie for getting me out of there right away ^.^ I wuv you! Finally got to meet Steve today, which was kick ass and put me in this really good mood. Even cuter in person. ^.~ Moving in a few days now. Getting it all worked out and stuff. It'll be sweet. | | Wednesday, August 24th, 2005 | | 5:44 pm |
I am going to play stabby stabby with the fuckin phone company pretty damn quick here. Jesus Christ. The guy who takes out order quits/gets fired, so he never placed out order so I had to get it in my 6 pm our time or we wouldnt get the line or the net on the first. THEN! They tell me that the phone line costs more than the guy told me on friday. He said both together will be 45 and this guy says a little over 50. WTF? AND he says we have to have 3 options on the phone to get the discount to make it a little over 50 instead of a little over 60. WTF? Go fuck yourself Qwest we had this all done on friday but you had to go and lose the fuckin order! So now we might not get it when we wanted it and it is going to cost more money. WTF? But they said they are going to try to wave our first few months of phone charges and make it free install. I am still going to slap someone. DAMN! I'll post the phone number when i get it later tonight. | | Friday, August 19th, 2005 | | 12:44 am |
I am worried and scared. Moving is a big step and as I pack everything up I realize how close the day of moving out is getting. And it scares me. What if we get in a fight and things get stressful? What if I get hurt and can't work and can't make rent? I won't ask for Carrie's help, but neither do I want to have to ask my parents help. They co-signed and that is more than enough. I make more than enough money for everything right now, but things change and that is what worries me. I think I need to find another more steady job to have on the side. Money I know I will have coming in, rather than money I hope is coming in. Maybe I just worry too much, but hey this is a big step. It's only a half hour drive, but I know I will miss my mom. Hell I miss her if I dont see her every day, but I guess I will have to get over that one. Dont get my wrong I am excited, but with that excitement comes a bit of fear. It will be fun and worth it in the end, I know it will, but it doesnt stop me from being scared. | | Sunday, August 7th, 2005 | | 10:23 pm |
We move in 24 days. Mom and dad keep telling me that I should wait another year, Carrie is older than me and is ready to move out. What is a year going to do change my mind? No. Right now it is going to annoy me more. My parents gave me a great childhood but now they wont let me grow up, they dont want me working late, at any other store, as a manager or anything. Still need to be home by 10 or call. I cant just say I am going out with friends be back later, they need details, normal teenagers can just leave. So in 24 days I am moving out into an appartment with all of my crap lol. There is a lot of packing to do. A lot of stuff to get figured out but oh well. It will all work out in the end, if it is not worked out then it is not the end, unless you die of couse because well then it is the end. lol. LATER! | | Thursday, August 4th, 2005 | | 9:31 pm |
Moving On
I really am tired of people trying to start up drama because they know it gets to me and want my reaction. Well this here is my reaction. Surprisingly enough it is not "fuck off assholes" it is more along the lines of, "get over yourself, then move on." I will not cave on your every whim any more. Basically those of you know who you are, get over it. I am moving on in life and guess what? You arent in it. You will NOT be informed of where me and Carrie move because we dont want you to know. And if you do find out you are NOT welcome to come over. You are not welcome to have our number or address. Go ahead look it up, be a sick stalker, what do I care? I dont. Look it up and know if you must, but realize its information that you arent welcome to willingly. Enjoy your life and get over youself, and do me a favor and forget me. On a better note, the adults around me dont seem to approve but are supporting the decision. Which means a lot. But Really this post is about moving on. I'm growing up and moving on. I am getting an appartment and getting another job. And soon I will be going to college. I am tired of high school drama. Welcome to the real world, life can suck ass, but guess what? You can also get over it. Live your life and have fun. I'm moving out to have fun and have new experiences, not because of some fight or as my parents say just for Carrie. I want to move out of my parents out have some fun and see what happens. I can't live with them forever and who better to live with then my best friend? High school had its highs and lows. Some of my best and worst times were with my first love, which I am finally starting to get over. Yeah I know sad, tis been a year and I am finally getting over him. But it feels good to think about other guys without guilt. It feels good to feel like I can go out and date and not be thinking about him all the time. It feels good to have another certain guy on my mind all the time instead. Feels good to know I can get over guys, even if it takes a long ass time to do it. Feels damn good to be growing up. Over all it just feels good to let go of all the anger and pain that I tried to deny in high school. Now I realize its all stupid shit and its time to get over it. I just hope other people will do the same soon. It feels good to be possibly be dating someone again in few weeks. Over all life feels damn good. P.S. LD says HI! :) | | Wednesday, August 3rd, 2005 | | 10:59 am |
Off to go look at the first appartment of many, but this one allows cats so Carrie likes it, and it has a nice weight lifting area so i do. *EDIT* The apartment is REALLY nice. The building that we want and they have an open appartment in has a wirlpool. They also have an outdoor heated pool. Laundry on every floor, coke and pepsi machines. In the apartment it is a two bedroom two bathroom. The Master bedroom has a bathroom attached and a huge walk in closet. The normal bedroom has a nice size closet. A decent size linin closet, a coat closet, a breakfast bar, full kitchen with stove, fridge, dishwasher and food disposal, not sure bout the microwave I dont remember. The rooms also have AC. Heat, water and garbage disposal is paid for. We only have to pay for electric and a phone line and whatever else we want. And we figured it out it'll be about 500 for both of us a month to pay for the apartment, electricity, phone, and high speed net. We are both going to save so much on gas that we dont even have to worry about figuring in food money really. And I am going to try to get a second job til jan when I HOPE to start college. Over all this looks really good. Both Carrie and I want it. We MIGHT need a co signer which I am going to ask my parents to do. I think if they say yes I will be going with Carrie to turn in the paper work tomorrow. Along with a cheap deposit of 300. | | Wednesday, July 27th, 2005 | | 9:45 pm |
I just bought another guitar ^.^ Tis sweet. This one is solid black and just a normal accustic. But I am NOT getting rid of blue and I will never sell that guitar, despite the people who asked me to at school, just isnt happening. The new guitar should be here in 2 weeks or so. | | Tuesday, July 26th, 2005 | | 1:13 am |
Jealousy is a very strong thing, and it always turns up at the worst of times. At times when someone is happy and either you feel they have no right to be, or you feel left behind and you know you shouldn't. Or at a time someone needs you but you can't react the way they need because you are too bust being jealous. The worst part is that you know there is no point in being jealous, but you can't stop yourself. There is no bennefit, in fact it tends to piss people off and turn them against you, or just annoy the hell out of them. Now the problem here lies in being able to either control your jealousy and use it for your own good, which those situations almost never arrise and when they do they are probably fake or you are missing something and are going to get screwed over in the end, or learning to not be jealous or atleast not act on those feelings, or just learning to keep your mouth shut. Any way you look at it jealousy is not your friend. And it isn't mine either... | | Tuesday, July 19th, 2005 | | 3:35 pm |
Yo
I am leaving in a little bit to start over at North Town. Not sure how I feel about that since one of the servers hit one from Riverdale that moved over there. I have a feeling I wont get along with her to well. But Oh well. We will see what happens. Because I will not get hit the face or anywhere and just stand there and take it. I will do something, probably not beat the shit out of the girl because Natasha said she doesnt see that happening, but atleast restrain her and call the cops and press assult charges. I'll do something, but its stupid that she hasnt been fired. I'm worried about my guy things arent going so well for him at the moment. I hope things work out but who knows what is going to happen. You really cant be a hero any more you get screwed over for it. Well anyway I should be off I need to get food and get to my new store without getting lost first. Not sure if that is going to work. | | Friday, July 15th, 2005 | | 1:17 pm |
Guess what? You ain't fuckin funny.
Here is a hint, if you think it is going to be funny as hell to leave notes and texts to scare the shit out of someone, IT FUCKING ISNT FUNNY! DONT DO IT. I am going to kick Dylans ass and that is all there is to it. It isnt funny it isnt nice and it does scare the hell out of a person. And if you happen to be as unlucky as Mr. Dylan the cops are called before you can explain yourself. Yeah nice isnt it? I had to call the cops back and tell them I figured it out because Dylan called me and I tripped on him. It was a sick mean joke. He text me first saying he saw my ex, then saying he knows me and saying my name and shit, then telling me his name was "Shavonda" and that I shoudlnt play dumb since i am a boyfriend stealer and shit. I told him to stop he didnt, i didnt know the number and T moblie wouldnt tell me if it was one of their memebers just told me to text them back telling them to stop and that yes I would be charged for getting harassed. -.- jackasses. So I told me what i knew and she said first to call t mobile but I already had to she said to call the cops so I did. I was pissed. I still am pissed even more so now. they said they would call me back soon. Then Dylan called and I freaked out asking who the hell it was and stuff and that i was going to call the fucking cops, at that point he decides to tell me who he is. Then of course I scream at him for a nice long while then I have to call the cops back and tell them I got it all figured out. But really that is not funny. it is fucked up and mean. I am not the fav person around here and I know I have plenty of people who hate me. Jackasses. Fuck this shit. Now I get to go to work. | | Thursday, July 14th, 2005 | | 11:39 am |
Life is good...
Work is evil as hell but you know who cares? My traspher was denied and after I left a rather not so nice note to my manager it was approved again. Other than that I think I found a good guy but I'm not sure :P since we arent technically together or anything. But who really cares about technicallities ey? | | Wednesday, July 13th, 2005 | | 8:08 pm |
So I got off damn early tonight since it was my night off they got me out of there right away. Now I am off to watch movies and eat dominoes with Carrie like every week ^.^ | | Tuesday, July 12th, 2005 | | 11:10 pm |
so i have had such a wonderful day! Not! So on a 3 hours shift a server managed to get sent home. Brittney is a dumbass. so now she is suspended for two days which i have to work her hours tomorrow now. And she is being retrained this weekend, but I am done with Riverdale drama because I tranpher starting monday as a full time day server at North town. So what else happened today... oh yes. I go on a ten min break and tell everyone about it and i get back from eating and there are three tables being ignored. 2 in my section so i had to go take them all and say sorry and suck up horribly and then the host kept seating me I was getting so pissed at everyone. Damn dude if someone is on break either A the host shouldnt seat them or B if they are sat someone should take the damn table. Stupid ass people. Oh well. OH! And the icing on the fucking cake. I was cleaning off a table and i heard this horrid and strange pop and i looked down at my pants and they ripped at the seam at my croch so yeah my uniform covered it but still not so fun at all. So yeah that was embarassing as hell and half the money i earned tonight had to go to new pants that i had to pick up on my way home because i work tomorrow now. I cant wait to traspher monday... |
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